Embarassing Life Moments

Discord is banned in China too

I think hate speech should be censored online and from the press, but allowed irl

Wanna say controvertial shit, own up to it in person lol.

Dont just hide behind a keyboard

(Should require a court to approve of such censorship

Something like a Grand Jury thats sitting for a long term, but require a 3/4 supermajority to censor it)

You cant sockpuppet IRL lol

Journey to the West

Nobody seriously believe in Sun Wu Kong actually exist lmfao

Sadavir Errinwright from The Expanse

Loved that its not just evil for no reason

He actually has a goal I can sympathize with

I feel like in the TV Portrayal at least, its like I can feel like he actually does kinda care about Earth…

in his own fucked up way, but still…

Lee Mao

CCP Intensifies

Sun Yat Sen (孫中山)

I wonder if my birth country would’ve been in a better place, be making more friends in the world instead of antagonizing everyone like PRC and CCP is doing, destroying the reputation of my people abroad, and causing widespread Sinophobia.

Listening to music, mostly C-Pop

Chatting in Discord in language exchange servers

Some are Chinese and some Chinese Diaspora

Haven’t really had those chats since I was in Elementary school

Lemmy and Piefed are too White-Westerner Centric tbh

I genuinely never saw the appeal.

For me it’s finding diasporas to connect with

I like Avasarala from the Expanse.

I hate “Rey Skywalker” or whatever that character is… so bad lol…

The Orville

👀

By modern western standards, all Chinese mothers are bad mothers 😭😭😭

(my point is, it’s not her fault, China made her this way, I blame China for this)

Funny enough, hydroxyzine is supposed to be for for anxiety but also for sleep

But all I get is feeling tired, not really anxiety relief…

No idea…

Mom seemed to manage well and kept my family afloat… and she just lashes out on everyone… sometimes threatening divorce with dad, sometimes lash out at my older brother, sometimes at me… :/

So I guess by being alert enough means losing sanity and hurting the ones you’re supposed to protect…

:(

(still love mom tho… idk why… oxytocin is weird)

Mirai Nikki 👀

(That Anime was weird ngl… the dude getting locked away from his friends thing… and the whole cage thing at the home… and the corpses… idk wtf I watched tbh)

Can I have magic that fixes non-romantic relationships like sibling relations or like parent-child relations or like just friendships?

Can I have magic that make every country like each other and end all human conflicts?

Mainstream… Something you hear about a lot and you can walk down the street and chances are, someone will be on it.

Social media… I mean anything that you can do social things as a main fuction of it…

So game chats are excluded since games are the primary function.

Damn I hate to think about the eventual day that mom dies…

I sometimes wanna reverse time and be her child again…

Perhaps I could be a less shitty child we’d have more wholesome moments…

Reminds me of Wheel of Time

Something like “shall speak no word that which is not true” is one of the 3 oaths… but they can still deceive without technically lying…

Bruh I got fingerprinted and it’s probably in a FBI database for a stupid school fight and I was a minor at the time. And there was no conviction. It didn’t matter regardless.

Welcome to the world. Its full of bullshit.

Oh btw if you’re an adult and wanna immigrate to another country, you’re gonna have tl give them your fingerprints and probably even a 3d face scan nowadays (probably even DNA tests in the future).

Oh I’m hanging in there alright. Hanging right by the neck.