If you uninstall Brair, you lose all your contacts, data, and the “account”/“profile” so that doesn’t really work. You’d need a second-phone and just hide that at home or something.

Lol, if anyone recognize me, it’s probably because I’m trauma-dumping on the internet again 🫠

But they have way better private security don’t they?

People with a unique profile pic stands out more, or unusual characters like the big bold blue KOLANAKI

Time to go old-school, throw leaflets to crowds to spread information.

I recognize your username, but don’t actually remember what type of stuff you comment lol

I remember breastfeeding, learning to crawl and walk

No way.

Howwww.

My earliest memory was something… I think was when I was like 3, I remember seeing photos dated 2005… (probably still in some drawers somewhere) so I was visiting Hong Kong from Guangzhou…

I think we went there to vacation(?) + meet with relatives from abroad in the US

I really only remember

1. cable cars
2. the hotel room that you need a special card thing to access and turn on the electricity in the room (I think it must’ve been some rfid thing)
3. Double-deck buses
4. Trolleys(?)

That’s about it

I remember it kinda feel “western”? (I mean of course it felt western after 99 years of british rule lol)

I think I already knew how to say basic words in Cantonese at this point so I remember asking a question about the weird rfid hotel card thing…

But like… nah how the f do you remember breastfeeding and being a toddler?

I have zero memories of pre-speaking age of myself.

I guess having a language make it easier to form memories? Or maybe vice versa? Being able to form memories make it possible to retain a language? Idk.

Oh I mean it in a more sinister way.

Like altering your records of the past to gaslight you about what happened, make you doubt your memories.

“We’ve always at war with [East Asia/Euroasia]” type of thing

All official records revised, but now in this fully digitized surveillance state, your personal notes are also revised as well.

I mean I undestand the fear of enemy agents… but still…

As a Chinese Immigrant to the US, I honestly fear that if a USA-PRC war break out, I’d immediately get treated as a potential “spy”, so this is why I really hate the idea of “If you are from that country = Potential Enemy”, cuz I’m very much opposed to the CCP.

It’s on by default lmfao

Your brand new notebook comes pre-gasolined

Hmm, what’s this “‘That Event’ At 6 Year Old” memory? Lemme open this file…

a few moment later…

aaahhh fuck close it FUCK FUCK FUCK 😭

(abusive older brother fighting me and I was defenseless af)

Fire? Never happened to the houses I lived in, seems kinda rare ngl (/joke)

But like you ever heard of Microsoft just yoink your files onto OneDrive then deletes your local copy? Then oopsie, ran out of storage, and you didn’t pay subscription, so your cloud is gone too…

I don’t think an evil arsonist can even do that much damage, deleting millions of files across the world.

Buddy, this is the 3rd time you posted “time for a hacker to hack [X] thing”

AI generated pics/vids

Ngl this AI stuff is why I’m kinda sus of writing a journal/diary digitally…

feels like someone can easily manipulate it to implant a false memory when I go back to read it

Lol, idk why but I never really knew where to put all my photos and kinda never stored them or deleted them when out of storage, like… it kinda felt like a chore to store them… so I just treated it like a random school notebook… i.e. to be thrown away…

Maybe I’m just afraid of the past and constantly wanna run away from it? Idk. LOTs of trauma both at home and in school. So maybe that…

Now I kinda regretted never storing those photos…

I remember age 8 to 12 a lot, but I barely remember before age 8… but I had a traumatic event in the city I lived in from birth to 8 years old so maybe those memories got repressed idk. Age 12 - 17 was so uneventful I kinda not have much. I’m in my early 20s btw

I have this recurring paranoia that I’ll eventually forget everything, and that thought just troubles me a lot. I hope I finish my memoir before I forget it lol.

You have freedom of speech, just not freedom after speech.

honorable mention: secrethitler.io

Lol you complain about “communism” but do you know that these “communists” you supposedly hate literally did the Birth Control thing and Forced Abortions and Forced Sterilizations in China, and now they have a fertility and low population crisis, all because of the stupid One Child Policy, the “communists” you hate are literally the ones that “burn down society” and yet you are promoting government birth control policies on those same lines (but I assume with more right-wing aesthetics instead). Lmfao.

1. Fuck Eugenics
2. Fuck the CCP, They had no fucking right to decide if I was allowed to be born, who the fuck do they think they are? My mother was the only person that had the right to decide, and she chose me over the stupid One Child Policy, so yea, fuck you CCP.

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Ahhhh incel instance… figured