I’m sorry for your loss my friend. You are absolutely right to cherish life, but at the same time your grief also has its place.
Pistache probably “deserves” (by lack of a better word) some tears for your time together, not all tears are bad.
So thank you for sharing and take care.
PS this one always seems to help me a bit, maybe it can do the same for you:
— Why do all things have a name? the little one asked the teacher.
There was a short silence - and the teacher answered:
What a beautiful question!
Your name was given to you by your parents.
Because you have a name, I can call you.
And when I call you, you can come to me.
And when you come, I can take hold of you.
And when we hold each other, I can let you go.






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