Definitely the latter one

True!

The monk part is actually a great idea, I’ve never thought about that. I’m not sure if there are availabilities around me though

Thanks for the tips and encouragement, I give my best!

Thanks for the tip but I think I’m probably too sensitive for that. But I’m considering it

yep

I didn’t go here voluntarily. I wasn’t able to live on my own because of my depression and the only alternative would’ve been to be homeless. I didn’t want to be here since day one but it’s putting me down so much that I’m feeling incapable of getting out.

My life in a nutshell

Awesome idea. Thanks a lot!

I guess I have a new life goal now!

That’s a great idea that I actually haven’t thought about before. If I ever have the money of realizing that I will definitely try that out in a summer.

I think COVID destroyed our world. It hasn’t been the same as before since…

But maybe our depression/anxiety is coming from the fact that we don’t live in communes. Maybe this might be the cure when being deeper connected to people and nature?

Love the advice! Thank you!

99% of the time my realistic mind knows it basically doesn’t matter at all but my subconscious/overthinking OCD mind always thinks it will extremely matter and affect my whole life. And that latter one is what’s keeping me to obsessively make myself crazy about it.

I told them literally every little detail about my situation. I also tried medication but it didn’t help.

I think a core problem is that all they do is talk and further make you identify with these unhealthy thoughts instead of confidently and actively guiding you towards a healthy life and giving you the understanding that you need.

The second part of your comment literally hits the nail on its head and is so true! It feels impossible to escape this.